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Must I cut my hair?

I have never grown my hair this long before. And since most guys would say long hair looks good on a lady which maybe my reason for the length. However, it is now bothering me. Most of the time I feel that l look like a mess, even with headband. It just came to the point it’s irritating.

Since am going home soon, and my trusted stylists are there. Am really considering cutting it short. As in super short.

Hmmmm….

hair

the present and the 2 options

FIRSTS (stole from Van’s)

1. Who was your FIRST date?

::: My elementary crush. It was thrilling since my parents didn’t want me to date that time :::

2. Do you still talk to your FIRST love?

::: I stopped communicating. It just brings back pain:::

3. What was your FIRST alcoholic drink?

::: wine. Some cheap red wine my dad made me drink:::

4. What was your FIRST job?

::: receptionist for an art school my dad used to manage :::

5. What was your FIRST car?

::: I cant afford and dunno how to drive :::

6. Where did you go on your FIRST ride on an airplane?

::: to manila :::

7. Who was your FIRST best friend & do you still talk?

::: Marjorie… neighbor:::

8. Whose wedding did you attend the FIRST time?

::: I don’t remember:::

9. Tell us about your FIRST roommate.’

::: I guess my sisters. :::

10. If you had one wish, what would it be (other than more wishes)?

::: right now?hmmm.. To forget or to bring back time and redo the wrong decisions :::

11. What is something you would learn if you had the chance?

::: Master Excel :::

12. Did you marry the FIRST person you were in love with?

::: I don’t think sooo I will do that :::

13. What were the first lessons you ever took and why?

::: formal education nothing fun:::

14. What is the first thing you do when you get home?

::: put down my bags and wash my hands :::

Finding my Mojo

Gosh! I have been in a rut lately that those things I enjoyed, I don’t seem to do anymore. Like updating this blog, creating artistic stuff in photoshop and even porn. I guess I have stumbled upon a humongous bump, which got me hit big time in the head, that got me so lost, I just did not know what to do. The weather is not helping with winds and cold breeze almost always during the weekends, that I always choose to sleep my rest days away.

I need my mojo, nothing major just to get me on track again. I have deadlines from vel and potential customers. I need to fill this little blog to improve traffic and I simply need my dosage of porn.

On a brighter note, I have been running regularly and my horoscope predicted an all time high in the love department. I am just wondering if it’s true… But I guess I am all for it, just as long as I get to be a little hot and maybe warm in time for the holidays.

If I do get my mojo back, am posting it here. Ciao!

The Weekend is not entirely useless…

 I got to finish a photoshop project…  Jaja, (Aya’s sister) is a culinary student and needed someone to create a layout for her menu. Since I have the photoshop skills I gladly obliged. The payment? I just asked her to pray for my soul as well as ask God to hasten the meeting of me and the right one. Sobrang cheesy?

Nevertheless, with or without the right one. I can still feel the good karma after I created the layout for her menu. See sample below.

 

HRanchos sample from a 13-page menu

HRanchos sample from a 13-page menu

Chinsea the other cebuana friend who I constantly pressure on that OB checkup (3 years and no baby), found a way to get back at me by pressuring me to date.

Since she finally accepted that my kind is not well accepted in the filipino community, so this girl looked for an ally. Apparently her cousin is well connected to the blue eyed community and actually has many potential friends for me. They’ve drawn options and is really pushing me to go date. Waaaahhh!!!

I can see her point, I mean I actually feel  that am a loser most of the time since am spending so much time alone. Well I found a way for her to shut up by promising that I will go and date this January.

 

God please send the one before that I really hate blind dates. Huhuh!

Pangasinan – Baguio Trip

sharing a few pics from our previous trip to Pangasinan.

splash

splash

 me and the beach

me and the beach

long legs and the lighthouse

long legs and the lighthouse

 
sunset at bolinao beach

sunset at bolinao beach

me posing at the gym ribbon cutting today (13 Aug 09)

me posing at the gym ribbon cutting today (13 Aug 09)

Hurting…

When I prayed the hardest

He didn’t listen…

I guess He probably has better plans for me.

But what is that? I’ve been waiting…

Waiting for a year. Waiting painfully…

Can’t He make it sooner?

But if I have to wait longer, can he take away the pain?

It hurts still…

 

but I guess I am just haunted by the wrong decisions i made. I shouldn’t be complaining.

Go Cory!

My mom woke me one morning then dressed me in a yellow hideous gown. At that time, I remember I was dazed and confused on what was happening. Then some neighbor put a yellow crepe paper on my head. After a while I started thinking it was fun as all of the neighbors were out meaning I could play. Then I saw my dad standing in front of us holding a camera. Then some kid beside me forced me to make some kinda sign with my hand.

 
with neighbors celebrating

with neighbors celebrating

 

 Notice the word "victory" on my balloon

Notice the word "victory" on my balloon

I was 3, I shouldn’t be remembering the details of that day but I did. But since I was 3 I could not understand what was happening and why we were doing what we were doing.

The years that followed I started to understand yet not truly digest the real situation of our country then. It was said to be a time of chaos The day when there finally came hope for our country, was the day my mom made me dress a hideous yellow gown and some kid forced me to make the “Cory Aquino” signature sign.

Now a few days after her passing, I realized the impact she  made not just to us Filipinos but also to the world. She will forever be remembered even to the generation who almost didn’t understand. She lived a remarkable life that even on her death we still celebrated. Goodbye Cory you will forever be missed!

 

The LAO

LAO

LAO

Ian Finally Said Yes

I commissioned myself, without them having any choice to be the invitation “maker”. Nyahhaha!!!

I know that Ian is a perfectionist and will not settle for anything less, specially for his boy’s christening invitation.

 Here are the options:

Option 1: brown-blue polka dots

polka dots

polka dots

 

option 2: chocolate brown elegant

chocolate brown elegant

chocolate brown elegant

he finally said yes to this one… good job!

option 3: family scrapbook

family scrapbook

family scrapbook

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