What Has He Turned Into

 

Though it’s been an urban legend that a guy transforms from a super caring, super sweet and super romantic to a guy that essentially just his normal self.

 

What has he really turned into? I really need to understand…

 

• A text message at the end of the day telling he’s had a sucky super stressful day from an IM message almost every minute talking about anything then text messages to conclude a normal working day.
• A simple goodbye from A kiss before he goes and eat his breakfast.
• An IM telling that the supposed month-long plan to see Pyrolynpics will not push through from that of a dinner telling you he’ll have to work night shift thus any foregoing dinners and coffee dates will prolly happen next week when he will be back regular shift.
• And the complete elimination of exchange text messages of how he enjoyed the weekend quality time spent.

 

I got sooo used to it that while the changes manifested from day to day, my paranoia just went up to the highest level and images of my friends complaining about this transformation just came back flashing in my mind. The past two weeks has all been like that.

 

But then, I seem to simply have this permanent fixture in his life that somehow I am sure… I know where I stand I know how special I am…

Yet for some reason in as much as you demand to be a priority, you just have to accept not.

Though the ending may be sour of that of a love that just never was, to that of simply transitioning to a different phase of complete comfortability that reassurance is no longer a must.

 

Well Well Well!!! I guess being in a coupledom just isn’t my style.