Let’s Talk About Sex!

 

Over the years I have always been open about wanting to have sex, wanting to have a healthy sex life or plainly just wanting to hear about sex. I don’t know if I’m just a horny creature or plainly to curious about sex.

 

My years in college was all about hearing the different theories about sex and soon enough my gay friends were deflowered one after the other and heard from them their versions of their kind of love making. So I had a phase in college where I enjoyed gay porn than the normal hetero porn due to the fact that there are 2 gorgeous men doing the deed. But it was all a phase.

 

After college, friends were more open about how they lost it to their boyfriends and conversation about sex have gotten really interesting. Of course, I was all about collecting the plot of my friends “devirginization” moments. What is constant however, is that friends often tell me that sex is cinematic and more magical when done on movies or read in those lusty historical novels.

 

All this time, I remained a virgin yet maybe I felt peer pressure because I was terribly curious. My ideals were intact, until I was about to be 25, was really desperate that I just seem to know in my mind that those magical moments, feeling of becoming really close and utmost satisfaction wouldn’t be happening if I don’t take matters into my hands.

 

Now that I am 25.5 and of course my experiences are not even equivalent to the people ahead of me. I do tell this to the people in a dilemma though, the clichés were true, if u do it with the person you are most comfortable with, it could really be great. But if just a random act of doing it, there’s nothing much you’ll get out of it except for emptiness, paranoia and that moral conscience (if you have any).

 

However though, I do think that it is better to have sex at some point in your life, better yet when almost everything is firm and perky than wait for that magical enounter you;; probably never had…