Mixed Thoughts!

 

A neighbor is selling fishballs, tempura, Kwek2 and of course “french fries” which am now really addicted to. I eat every after work. Am now worried on my cholesterol level. I’ve been monitoring my weight but not much change… maybe I’ll feel it next week when I get back home…

 

I have been craving cake and lumpia shanghai from jollibee.. Should be because my period is coming up but am also worried it could be the other thing.

 

I got to visit my inaanak and the very smart Iya – I got to see their progress a little, and experience first hand riley’s mischievousness. My god! That kid is a handful.. Seriously!! But really cute!

 

I need encouragement… seriously long distance love affair doesn’t work. We’ve only been apart 3 weeks and I really doubt if this man can keep up with the regular communication and constant long-distance-assurance that’s needed. He is failing and am expecting… I even dreamt about it! Gahd!! Keep your cool lao u still have until december.

 

I’ve been sleeping really early these days… I don’t enjoy local television and blogging is not that fun. I really need a life.

 

I prayed last night for him to come back. I doubt it… but I really hope I can spend a little more time with him. Then we can figure things out and really decide what to do… am sooo depressed and concerned about this.. Wahhh!! I’m having a relapse…

 

and major highlight is i saw this cute pic of me, van and JR…