Last year I went home (Cebu) 4 times and after having a negative market value (zero savings and ++ utang in credit card) at the end of the year, I promised to myself and to my mom that I won’t be home until December this year. My mom surely agreed and said to save my money, hoping maybe I’d share. But of course I didn’t… since I didn’t get to save much anyway.
But…
I initially planned on going home around April. I miss my family and friends, I celebrated my birthday without them and at that time I really missed them. I also knew that I needed the polluted air of Cebu to clear out my head. I had the opportunity to foresee my broken heart and I knew then that I needed to laugh and get my mind off him. But of course that didn’t turned out well and am a little ok after a month.
But, still I needed to come home… Be with my terrible family and chaotic friends. It’s no longer about clearing my head and getting over somebody. It is now sincerely and truly missing the people I cared who I haven’t been with the past seven months.
Really excited!!!
charvalou!!