25 Things!

 

Stole the idea from facebook. But instead of posting there for everyone to see. Am posting this here a little private with just closest friends browsing around.

 

1. I dreaded to be 25 sooo much thus my super stingy self splurged on my 25th birthday to have a proper celebration and to help me accept the crossing to what I think is another stage in my life. I used to think I will be married and fulfilled in that age and yet I haven’t met half of it.
2. I secretly feared I will never love someone, since internally I never was interested in boys and having a boyfriend, despite my constant whining of being lonely I am quite contented.
3. While I was running down the stairs in  a hurry to get to my past ’squeeze’ who was waiting outside for me, I realized it felt really nice to love someone and be loved in return (ok he may not feel that way but it felt like that at that time)
4. I have mastered pushing away men who are interested in me. Yet couldn’t keep the one I wanted.
5. I am really comforted when one fortune teller predicted I will be married at 28 and another said that I will have a successful marriage yet that man will come late in my life.
6. I am not really great in sharing.
7. I don’t like to wait. I consider myself quite the most impatient person. I haven’t met someone who is as irritable as me when waiting. Thus am not really good in surprises.
8. Until now I haven’t decided on my favorite color though I claim it’s orange. I am now loving gold though I am drawn to yellow most of the time.
9. Being an old maid is a possibility as 5 out of 6 of my dad’s sisters are ‘old virgin maids” and I grow up not wanting to be them. They are rich and flamboyant yet they talk and talk about the boys they left behind. For short they are bitter!  I vowed to never be like them but good luck!.
10. I am really paranoid. I feel that I am sick most of the time and that I have cancer cells growing inside me.
11. I feel that If I were to die, I’d rather die now than when I have a family of my own as I have few people who will cry and be miserable on my passing.
12. MONEY is really important to me.
13. I was really damn good in ALGEBRA. I was surprised since my mom scared the heck out of me on that subject while I was in elementary.
14. I have a stage mother who loves me unconditionally yet I could never be with in one room without fighting. We clash so much that most of what I remember about her is her nails scratching my face, and the slaps.
15. I seriously think I have a great memory on the most useless, senseless and “stupidest” things out there but not those which are important.
16. I really admire Dr. Jose Rizal that I even aced that subject in college and loved playing characters in Noli Me Tangere and El Filibusterismo. Hihih!
17. I tell my parents I love you and kiss them a lot of time. Cheesy!
18. A close friend in high school died on my bday. It was that time I realized we are all just passing and that dying is inevitable.
19. I am addicted to porn.
20. I share most of my traits with my dad except his being tardy but I sooo look like my mom. I am Marinita Jr on the outside but Jorge in the inside.
21. I have other 6 Good Looking Friends, who makes my life a little interesting.
22. I love my family very much. I adore my sisters even if they hate me and I will try my very best to not disappoint my parents.
23. The best advise I got to mending a broken heart is to let time take its course and never beat yourself up when you still check on his status, occasionally make contact and be a little pathetic. in time it will get better and you will be back in your old self.
24. I will never “not struggle” in my weight. Even if I now think my boobs are too small I’d still think I’m chubby!
25. I have the tendency to overanalyze yet still act stupid.